My Marriage

This isnt a post of funny pictures, or anything like that. It is about my wonderful marriage. I was flying and there was a mormon flight attendant on board. Found out I was from Utah and I got asked the famous question.. What ward are you in? My response "Oh I'm not LDS. I dont go to any church right now".  We got to talking some more and I mentioned that Jeremy and I have been married 5 times going to try and get them all. She then proceeds to tell me (totally paraphrased) thats nice but you wont be together forever because you were not sealed and thats the only way it will ever happen. All your marriages mean basically nothing you are just having fun.

FUCKING REALLY? I have made the commitment to be with Jeremy for the rest o my life, 5 TIMES! Every time I go to get married its not for "funsies" its because I do love him, and I think about what it means to make that commitment to him for ever. I dont understand why you have to tell my my commitment means less then yours just because you did yours in a temple, once. When I am there making that commitment to Jeremy the only one who matters. I am not saying I am more committed then someone who was sealed in the temple. I just show my love for Jere by marrying him again and again. If we werent committed to each other we wouldnt be doing this. Yeah its fun to say I have 5 certificates, but I have one awesome marriage. I am more just upset I was told my marriage  is just for fun. And it wont last.

I do love Jeremy. And this is how I choose to show it. To him by saying "I do" no one else has to be there, its for us not for anyone else.

Rant over. Moral of my rant I love Jere and its real.

Top 10 Celebrity Crushes

So my Nicoley did this and I decided I wanted to make one! My top 10 celebrity crushes! I dream They fly on one of my flights then I can get close and love their faces with mine.

10. Benjamin Burley 

He is the lead singer for my favorite band, Breaking Benjamin.

9. Jason Segal

From How I Met Your Mother to Forgetting Sara Marshall he is hilarious.

8. Jesse Metcalf

I first saw him in John Tucker Must die, then again when I recently decided to watch Desperate Housewifes.  And here is a picture of him shirtless.. You're Welcome!

7.Robert Downey Jr

I love him. Just flat out love. He is older in Iron man but he is oh so sexy!


6.Michael C Hall.

He plays Dexter on showtimes Dexter. He is so talented, I am even in love with his portrayal of Dexter.


5.Ed Westwick

My guilty pleasure. Loved him in Gossip girl. He is the perfect mix of bad boy that every girl likes and down to earth sweetness.

4. Patrick Dempsey

McDreamy. That is all


3. Christopher Pine

The best looking Star Trek Captain ever.



2. Gerard Butler

He does it all, act amazing and has a great singing voice. He looks his best (to me) in Law Abiding Citizen.



1.Justin Timberlake

If you know me at all you knew this was coming. He is my husband. It will happen dont kill my dreams!